December 2011
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so my mom’s memorial service is tonight and it’s a big fucking deal
my family rented out the firehouse hall thing for afterward and it’s gonna be a huge gathering of food and friends and family and i’m probably going to cry the whole time especially when i have to get up and speak and ugh i’m so not ready
my sister and i were up until 5 this morning making a dvd...
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thank you guys for all the messages and tweets and texts and shit on facebook because really it does mean a lot but i can’t sit here and answer them all so just thank you for everything
i love you all and i appreciate every single one of you
i couldn’t do this without your guys’ support <3
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R.I.P. Mooma
I love you
Always
<3
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me: i don't care
actually cares a lot
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Big Time Movie: First Look
time of our life is my least favorite btr song ever lol oops sorry logan
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it’s actually really scary and probably not good that most of my thoughts are about killing myself
ugh i don’t even know how to “”“stay strong”“” and live any more
this sucks so fucking bad
i don’t even want to give myself the chance
i just want everything to end
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well she’s still here!!! last night was ridiculous, everybody panicked and was up all night. but she’s still here and breathing and i don’t really care about anything else. but merry christmas you guys. i love you all so much, thank you for always being here for me. enjoy your holiday!
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i think this is it. my mom has been asleep all day and she’s so unresponsive to everything and i’m so scared. so so scared. i’m absolutely terrified that when i wake up with my family in the morning, on fucking christmas, she just won’t. i know she’s ready to go, she can’t do this any more. and it’s really selfish of me to pray she won’t go because...
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theworthlesspeon:
The thought of having to live for 60+ more years makes me physically sick.
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my mom and i have this thing where when we say i...
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earlier my uncle went to some german website and it started playing music and we couldn’t stop it
but my mom suddenly got all this energy and she lifted her arms up and started swaying to the music and she was smiling and oanvofd i cried because it was so cute
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jennytinkler:
can we just talk about that fucking vein in logan’s neck because seriously
except wait no never mind don’t ever speak of it this post doesn’t exist shhhhhh
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can we just talk about that fucking vein in logan’s neck because seriously
except wait no never mind don’t ever speak of it this post doesn’t exist shhhhhh
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my family just had christmas
because my mom’s other brother finally got here and the whole family is together, so we did it now
she just ate some lobster with kevin and the way they were set up made it look like a date and it was just really cute
but now i’m super afraid
she got everything done, she’s seen everybody, she wants to go
i’m so so scared that she...
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she’s so tiny and yellow and her eyes are sunken in and she’s drugged up on morphine but i don’t have as many pictures of her as i want to have so
but :(
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thank fucking god
my uncle, aunt & cousin were supposed to get here christmas day but then everything that happened blah blah blah and they still couldn’t come up sooner and my mom was freaking out because she wanted to see her brother
they just showed up
nobody had any idea they were coming until they were at the front door
and i fucking bawled my eyes out
my mom was so so so happy...
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